Friday, February 25, 2011
BMT recourse is coming up, and with it a whole new lifestyle.
the expected anxiety is beginning to set in.
existential struggles.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:46 AM
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Tuesday, February 22, 2011
lost in the dark recesses of my soul.
black swan took me on an intense journey, opening my eyes to the darkness that exists in all of us. the darkness that threatens to overwhelm.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:03 PM
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Sunday, February 20, 2011
not too long ago, I was talking about being haunted by the past.
all of a sudden, it appears that in reality I was the one who couldn't let go.
I was simply stuck in all that has been.
in two weeks time, I'm probably going to embark on another chapter in my NS story.
that prospect looms over me. just another nagging thought in the head. amongst many others.
I feel like dropping everything right now. forget it all and enter into that next phase with no baggage.
it is probably not going to be easy but I am fairly determined to succeed.
strange and funny how the things that I feel any remote drive to do well are inconsequential to life. a wicked sense of humour.
everything is in a mess right now. I need to get yesterday's surprising onset of melancholic emotions out soon, simply because.
drop everything. forget it all. put it all behind.
stop searching for answers, leave it open-ended.
2345.
whimsical nonsense @ 11:45 PM
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011
I need to get better, I need to get better.
simply because being sick makes one feel like crap.
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back and forth, back and forth.
retches.
whimsical nonsense @ 10:54 PM
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Friday, February 11, 2011
there is much confusion right now, coupled with uncertainty.
out of boredom, I shall attempt to put into words the moments I love and would figuratively give an arm to experience them exactly as I imagine them to be.
1. running with the feeling as if you could go on forever
2.running just as a storm threatens, with a strong breeze blowing as dark clouds gather overhead. preferable if the leaves of the tree are rustling while the dried ones drift across the path
3. sharing the company of a comfortable friend as the sky is a steely grey, along with a cool breeze, as we soak in the atmosphere and enjoy the easy conversation (and silence)
4. releasing frustration through sprint workouts where you don't die after a few sets
5. being greeted by a beautiful sunset as you make your way home after a most tedious day of work
6. walking towards a wonderful sunrise which dispels the gloominess of traversing to work
7. sitting under the clear and starry night sky enjoying the cool night air (and breeze) against your skin as you lose your thoughts to the music playing in your ears
8. for emphasis sake, running with the feeling as if you could go on forever
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done and dusted.
with no clue what I am doing.
whimsical nonsense @ 6:06 PM
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Tuesday, February 08, 2011
there I was again tonight
forcing laughter, faking smiles
Enchanted - Taylor Swift
whimsical nonsense @ 11:02 PM
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Monday, February 07, 2011
cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped up jeans
got to rule the world
Long Live - Taylor Swift
whimsical nonsense @ 10:53 PM
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Saturday, February 05, 2011
braced myself for the goodbye
cause that's all I've ever known
Mine - Taylor Swift
whimsical nonsense @ 11:43 PM
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Friday, February 04, 2011
this is looking like a contestof who can act like they care less
the story of us - taylor swift
whimsical nonsense @ 11:59 PM
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red cliff and red cliff 2.
directed by John Woo.
a true epic.
what intelligence and genius! presented in a wonderful fashion that leaves one breathless.
clearly I have no idea what I'm talking about and have resorted to plain adjectives with no real meaning.
but I like both shows. that I know.
everything else, I don't.
whimsical nonsense @ 1:38 AM
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Thursday, February 03, 2011
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honey.
better than revenge, by Taylor Swift.
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it's Chinese New Year! Gong Hei Fatt Choy!
whimsical nonsense @ 11:59 PM
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Samuel Chan
7 January 1991
affliations
shuqun primary school
Henry Park Primary School
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
acdb8 / bb12thcoy / acspb / ac cross country
