along the cobbled sidewalks of life

Thursday, November 25, 2010

perhaps the law of averages is more than mere myth.

not to say it is real. just that perhaps there is slightly more truth in what has been said.

on a separate note, I'm glad I still have friends.
they really do make things a little more tolerable.

having said that, I still believe life on this earth will only get increasingly tougher.
I'm not ready.

I'm almost never ready.

whimsical nonsense @ 11:48 PM

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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

No one told me life would be this tough.

but even if they did, what difference would it make anyway?

preparation prior to the test is important. it is crucial in fact.
but only the willing would undertake the necessary preparatory actions.
those with a desire to pass the test. to grit their teeth and push through the pain, overcoming
all obstacles that stand in their path.

alright no I can't continue with this. I'm losing my train of thought.
I'm losing courage. I've lost determination.
I'm losing the ability to fight. I've lost my defences.

where's my white flag?

whimsical nonsense @ 11:52 PM

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Saturday, November 20, 2010

one day, crayons will colour my life.

for now, it's very much a black and white affair.
and it'll remain that way.

until I can figure out a way to put the colours together. apparently they don't mix well. not as well as colour pencils.

but black and white is nice.

And how dare that you send me that card when I'm doing all that I can do
You are forcing me to remember when all I want is to just forget you

- elephants, rachael yamagata

whimsical nonsense @ 12:24 AM

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Friday, November 19, 2010

out of the blue, I have this sudden urge to see someone online so that we can talk.
it was nice to be able to talk to a friend that is not text-based (i.e. msn, sms, facebook etc)

alas, it still has to be via virtual means.
but nevertheless, I miss non-text-based means of communication.
obviously I'm discounting people I see on a regular basis.

strange how you never really miss something until you're reminded about it.

whimsical nonsense @ 11:59 PM

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Thursday, November 18, 2010

listening to kate voegele songs really brings back memories.

unfortunately some of these memories only serve to hurt.
but they're still nice to bring up from the archives once in a while.
it's so difficult to believe that these memories only occurred last year. alright granted it was in the first half of last year, but it still seems immensely far away!
they don't even feel like memories sometimes. they just seem like figments of my imagination.
or fragments of this really long dream I had one night.

dreams. they die.
man. we die.

zombies. they don't die.

whimsical nonsense @ 11:23 PM

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Friday, November 12, 2010

I can't do this. not now.

whimsical nonsense @ 10:41 PM

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Thursday, November 11, 2010

copeland.

thanks, you have been a great help.
much appreciated.

help. mmhmm yeah. help.

a shell filled with addictive melodies will do fine.

hey it's 2222hrs. make a wish?

whimsical nonsense @ 10:22 PM

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Monday, November 01, 2010

hm, it's been a long while since I last had suicidal tendencies.

guess it's not a good start to the month.

whimsical nonsense @ 10:32 PM

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