Monday, March 29, 2010
troubled. backsliding is a troubling thing.
living life in this world is difficult. i don't know how to go about doing it.
how do i be in this world but not part of it?
whimsical nonsense @ 11:21 AM
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Friday, March 26, 2010
19th april.
time's a ticking.
the count down begins!
whimsical nonsense @ 4:01 PM
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
if you ask me, i would have no idea what you're talking about.
but i would simply look into your eyes and nod knowingly.
if he asks me, i would listen intently
and engage in productive conversation with him.
if she asks me, i would listen,
and hopefully just listen.
if i were them, i wouldn't even ask myself.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:55 AM
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fatness is coming my way.
an upsized mcspicy meal for lunch.
a kfc meal for dinner.
i possibly drank as much sweet drinks as i did water for the entire day.
i am an unhealthy kid eating my way to my death.
the thing is, i won't die looking good.
that should be the last of my concerns shouldn't it?
how you look when you pass on.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:51 AM
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
cycling at pulau ubin from 1pm to 3pm is not a good idea.
eating char kway teow with chili just before leaving the mainland is a worse idea.
note to self for saturday. eat real carbs for energy. avoid chili. avoid a bike with a chain that skips unless you want to push uphill all the way.
i hope i don't get skin cancer.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:48 AM
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
say hello to the world for me please.
and i'll say bye, thank you!
whimsical nonsense @ 12:21 AM
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Monday, March 15, 2010
torn into two.
the inner conflict is almost unbearable.
it won't be long before i get torn apart.
right down the middle.
whimsical nonsense @ 11:52 PM
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
i admit the picture i've decided to use as my blog background makes reading posts a little difficult.
but then again i'm not too sure how many people actually read them.
furthermore most of the posts here are just for me to write what i feel like, when i feel like it.
perhaps it's just a way of documenting my life so that 5 years down the road i can look through my archive and laugh at how juvenile i once was. hopefully.
i will not dismiss the possibility that i will not grow in those 5 years.
deja vu.
most of the time it's meaningless.
but experiencing deja vu for a situation that you once had much difficulty with, well let's just say that everything that you once had difficulty with, you find yourself struggling and flailing in the same pathetic manner you once did. or thought you did.
thanks tiara, for the treat of chicken wings and meatballs. mm nomnomnom :D
i'm next in line for ziyang's hard disk!
alice in wonderland was pretty. i like wonderland. mildly dark but extremely intriguing. her return to the real world was such a strong contrast to wonderland. boring, stiff and extremely stuffy.
of course i know the real world isn't like that. there are way too much natural mishaps, office politics, emotional baggage, rumours and lies present (and prevalent) in this world that drama is always just around the corner.
perhaps that's why alice in wonderland seemed like a good movie for escapism in my opinion. despite the blurred line between reality and fantasy, the line between good and evil was as distinctive as ever. that reduces the conflict into a simple good vs evil battle.
when life is simple, life is good.
my life right now, is far from simple.
ergo, it is far from good.
whimsical nonsense @ 10:32 PM
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whimsical nonsense @ 10:04 PM
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Tuesday, March 09, 2010
my room is a mess.
perhaps it would be apt to say my room is a representation of my life.
a lot of things are left lying around.
laziness creeps in. or rather it has overwhelmed the whole place.
nothing is placed in it's rightful spot. nor does it move from the wrong area to the right spot.
the only thing that's kept clear is my bed.
because that is where the laziness originates from.
i'm lazy.
and now, fatter.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:42 AM
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Sunday, March 07, 2010
i don't feel like doing anything.
except to stare at the computer screen and hope desperately that my itunes becomes psychic.
right now it's failing me.
sometimes i wish i could be like a navi and connect my brain to my itunes/ipod.
lord of the rings music is good. for now.
i miss track.
my spikes are rusty.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:58 AM
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Wednesday, March 03, 2010
E9L9.
for six months.
disappointed.
what else can i say?
whimsical nonsense @ 10:23 PM
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Monday, March 01, 2010
Majesty
Majesty
Your grace has found me just as i am
empty handed but alive in Your hands
Majesty
Majesty
forever i am changed by Your love
in the beauty of Your Majesty.
i long for these to be the words of my heart/to be dedicated to the One i should love
with everything i have, both now and forever more.
whimsical nonsense @ 9:03 PM
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Samuel Chan
7 January 1991
affliations
shuqun primary school
Henry Park Primary School
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
acdb8 / bb12thcoy / acspb / ac cross country
