Thursday, August 30, 2007
yay i got my internet back.
and now i can check my emails. all 5 accounts.
i feel outdated...!
now that the term is almost about to end, i need to start to focus on my eoys. i have 4 more weeks to study. gosh thats not a lot. and judging from my term 3 report, i need all the time i can get. ahh even then it might not be enough. gosh!
i like corrinne may. randomness.
i need to get my life in order!!
retreating into the cave
wary to let it loose. for now.
wait what?
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 9:46 PM
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Saturday, August 25, 2007
today was slack and unhealthy.
woke up at 7.
went to ica building, but the queue was too long. went away.
my father suggested going to eat macs breakfast.
although we already ate a bit, like i had a small bowl of cereal.
o well.
we went to the macs at queenstown, erm, the one that is outdoor.
like no air con? as in now its air conditioned, but there are still seats outside
yeah i had breakfast there. sausage mcmuffin with egg, hash brown, iced milo.
went home. watch tv. haha you dont want to know what show.
from 930 till 10.
slack around, and fell asleep at around 1030?
woke up around 1230. as in i wake up, reply a sms, go back to sleep, wake up and reply, sleep again till 1230.
watch tv, eat lunch. slack, before going online.
surf the net, get bored. tried to read picture of dorian grey again, or gray.
at the 3rd page fell asleep i think. haha
i guess i should stop reading while lying down. darn
woke up at 5+.
slack a lot. watch black adder. a bit of it, i think 2 episodes, 1 from season 1, another from season 2
it was raining. tried to call delivery. decided for kfc.
call, engaged, say wait 10 mins. haha my sister didnt.
i decided to.
listen to them talk about their products, then later they said
thank you for your patience. we will be able to attend to you call in *slight pause* 5 minutes.
erm right ok, a while later repeat message but 4 now.
then 3. and halfway through they managed to attend to my call.
yay. and then order.
they said 1 hour delivery time. estimated time of arrival. 2035.
my gosh seriously?
ok. since its raining
and guess what? they came at 1959.
thats 36mins early. wow. thats good i guess.
haha finished dinner. felt really full and guilty.
i went running yesterday. average run i guess.
had macs breakfast, kfc dinner. and lunch was buy back wanton mee.
not exactly very healthy is it?
sigh.
i spent the day slacking, mostly sleeping.
not exactly very healthy is it?
sigh.
im sam chan.
not exactly very healthy is it?
sigh.
i need to lose the fatty stuff around me called fats.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:37 PM
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Friday, August 24, 2007
i like to write in a poetic style, because it sort of says what you want to say, but without being so blatant. at least i think so.
but i dont like poems, because i cant understand what they mean. the meaning of it all too subtle for my unintellectual mind to grasp.
i like to run, because when i run, i pretty much think of nothing else except my breathing pattern and trying to maintain my pace.
but i dont seem to be able to bring myself to go running, always letting myself be overcome with laziness and by sleeping.
i like to do weird things to people, as in to my friends, classmates.
but i dont really like them being done to me, maybe because im too sensitive, or ticklish. oops.
i like you. hee hee hee
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 9:59 PM
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
its bad you pissed me off. its good you apologised.
now im confused.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:41 PM
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
ive been tempted. might succumb. most probably will.
but do not worry, i will not leave you.
too many memories
attached.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 4:07 PM
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
frankly speaking my dear, i couldnt care less. but take comfort in the fact that you'll always reside in my memories.
and that was randomness for you.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:09 PM
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
random note. to clarify, if i post any songs, it is most probable that its there due to my sudden fondness for it. it does not reflect accurately how i feel.
why do things happen the way they do?
how am i supposed to deal with all these?
honestly speaking, i know the answers to these questions. somehow, im refusing to accept it, or maybe not. now no.
no forget it. let it tumble down into the crashing occurring beneath. for what does it matter?
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:34 PM
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted
I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
She's out of my life - sung by Josh Groban
i shall wallow in my self-misery.
wallow wallow wallow.
at the very least, make my love yours.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:06 PM
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Monday, August 13, 2007
And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other
a line from Josh Groban's Awake
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:22 PM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
seriously i think im going mad
whimsical nonsense @ 10:59 PM
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no more. today spells the end of the holiday period.
the short period of rest.
the last proper lesson i had was a half hour period on monday.
and then...thats it.
the other lessons were i dunno.
phototaking took up some periods, eating recess
so hungry. that took up chem.
ihs and pc. well ihs was hand up something. done. go away.
pc was listening to a talk.
tuesday cross country.
wednesday one acs. (i did duty, so no lessons for me)
and the rest, no school.
yesterday was ROD. im officially out of bb. no longer in admin.
o well.
the end of something always signifies the start of something else. new perhaps, maybe not.
i dont pretty much fancy going back to school.
im sure many others share the same sentiments,
for it is something not so uncommon.
ah well. that particular train got derailed.
and none shall say, what a pity.
now that is something which only i would say, "twas a pity"
does it make sense to you?
you know what? i actually have not a single clue!
i see. well then you must be insane! take him to the asylum this instant!
man that hurts. no im lying it doesnt. go figure. heh.
indeed. the last words of a madman. ah maybe. maybe not. may he enjoy his time. tata, old friend. goodbye my brother. see you soon my dear.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:58 PM
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
im slipping away, unable
to find my footing on
what seems to be a rock.
alas its sand, sand slowly eroded
by onrushing waves.
sooner or later, i shall have
no footing at all.
what fun. o the sarcasm in it all.
to think about it, makes one worry,
o well one line added to this pimple-infested
forehead of mine. one more worry line.
such a pity. i do not really want to,
but you just have to make me.
now what is left is just incoherent thoughts,
broken up deep inside.
and i do not understand where i am going with this.
hey teacher, one question over here, care
to give it a shot? its one that i'd really like to
know the answer to. alright then,
here goes.
why cant things go back to what it was before?
i would so love to ask more specific questions, that
would help to make it clearer, what exactly
am i asking. but one question is one question,
and i would cease to inquire anymore.
my gosh the errors are multiple
im sure of it. i dont really want to know
where.
im in denial.
go run away from me! RAWR!
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:23 PM
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
council outing today!
after one acs.
mark and i. hr councilors. our last prefect duty. (should be)
both of us did VIP ushering.
him for mr tan wah thong and i for rear admiral lui tuck yew, Guest of Honour.
it was so surreal. haha.
o well. no further comments on the event.
after that most of council went out,
minus johnny, dan yee. alex joined us only for lunch
and he and kevin came later as they came from school.
ate pepper lunch,
stone in borders, haha that was so weird.
ate ice cream, then watch rush hour 3.
and while eating ice cream i saw someone i didnt expect to see.
and then when i reach lido, i saw lenard. wow.
so rare i actually see ppl i know when i go town,
but then again as adwyn said, almost everyone is out. haha
rush hour 3 is so i dunno. its quite funny.
of course storyline is cliche and all, but then again, no one really watches rush hour 3 for the storyline...
at least i dont think so. more for the laughs.
and yep you do get quite a few laughs. haha
its really quite funny when i think about it.
now im broke ):
o well.
very much in a holiday mood, dont feel like doing any productive work
dont feel like doing much but watch tv, go online
slack, maybe read story books (which is soooo rare for me).
and sleep!
live an unhealthy lifestyle.
and get fatter.
darn.
holiday. (:
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 9:26 PM
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Monday, August 06, 2007
im nervous about tomorrow.
all the work, which isnt much,
is for it. but i could have just
threw it all away.
o well, whatever happens tomorrow,
i just hope things go well.
hoping to fall in love with you again
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 9:54 PM
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
clueless as to why i continue to do so
even though it opens the gates
for all those archived images
to come flooding back.
is it healthy?
a question with an answer im not sure i want to know.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 4:43 PM
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007
looks like tomorrow is going to be one long day.
i need to rush so many things.
hope i can do it.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:38 PM
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Samuel Chan
7 January 1991
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shuqun primary school
Henry Park Primary School
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
acdb8 / bb12thcoy / acspb / ac cross country
