Sunday, July 29, 2007
well i have learnt quite a bit today.
1) add math stuff that i wont bother talking about more
2) something about someone
3) something that someone said which made things fall into place
and well, i think (3) is the most important thing i've learnt.
followe dby (1) then (2). although i like to think (2) is more important. haha
but i gotta be realistic.
school is starting soon.
prefect council 07 steps down tomorrow.
handing over to trans council tomorrow.
thats fast.
half sad. half happy.
im worried about this week.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:26 PM
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Friday, July 27, 2007
it is ending very soon.
if i am not wrong, i can count it down with my fingers.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
with my 10 fingers, including thumbs.
or maybe i need my toes.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
that makes it 20 in total.
haha im weird.
but i feel kind of sad that it should be done so soon.
i need to sit down and look back seriously, and just let it out.
lock it away somewhere, in my heart, in my mind.
never to let anyone see it lest they have they key
or i let them in.
chances are it'll be glued to the walls belonging to the public arena
displayed in full view of everyone
to appreciate, acknowledge, ridicule, critic whatever they should be reading.
or maybe it is wishful thinking that people would
be generous enough to pass a glance at it.
o well, what does it matter to me?
to the one who knows most of the time what is going on
beneath the exterior.
what does all these matter to Him?
the one who knows always what is going on
beneath my exterior.
hm let me find that answer to those questions.
another night will come to pass, maybe soon, possibly not.
a new day comes.
i feel a lot of things right now,
but i have a limited vocabulary and thus am unable to express it
in words, or in actions or pictures or any form of communication.
would that be sad?
who knows?
certainly not i.
absolute.
exist, do they?
here i stand,
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:10 PM
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
i will try my very best to continue to trust in You,
because i am starting to learn
that if i do that, things will turn out just fine.
not fine by my definitions, but instead by Yours.
and isnt that so much better?
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:28 PM
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
i havent felt like this in such a long time
that i actually forgot what it felt like.
i should have seen it coming, i should have read the signs,
anyway, i guess its over.
sam chan you're in danger!
go get yourself out of danger!
like duh...
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:02 PM
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Monday, July 23, 2007
lately ive been listening to lifehouse.
i think they're songs are really easy to listen to,
those slower tempo ones.
im falling in love with take me away (acoustic)
whee!
today isaac, russell and i went orchard after school
to....
collect data! for geography.
and so we went to the car parks at paragon, ngee ann city, wisma atria
to get certain things. haha
jeremy joined us later, at ngee ann city.
haha i laughed so hard at paragon!
being with isaac and russell was seriously funny
haha russell laughed a lot too!
especially the part when isaac when *gasp* when the car almost ran him down
i mean it was really funny.
we were at the road thing, that leads to the car park
and then it turned to the left to go down into the basement car park
we just walked at the side and sometimes went onto the road
and near the bend, a car turned and so might have ran him over
although i dont think it was That close...
haha
as part of our data collection, we wanted to find out the system in use
(eg. cash card, coupon etc)
obviously it was cash card, but we also wanted to know the rates
so when there werent any cars exiting, we ran down that lane
and then stopped at the barrier
and looked for something that shows the charging rates for parking there
and took it down. haha
and once down we ran back up, right next to a row of cars queueing up to enter
haha it was seriously funny!
and i absolute loved that!
somehow i get a thrill from doing road stuff, like crossing when there are quite a lot of cars
or like that. haha
o and we wanted to find out the number of lots...
one way was to count one by one according to the plan at this lift lobby
which was what i did,
then isaac and russell went to ask information counter, haha
i think after that we were done, and then laugh some more as we walked to ngee ann city
haha we were laughing when isaac talked about the difference between pride and ego
because of what russell said about swallowing pride
due to isaac having to approach the information counter again
HAHA it was seriously funny, that bit.
i know that by the end of the paragon episode,
my throat started to hurt from laughing too much HAHA
and so we crossed the road to eat lunch
at old chang kee. whoa!
then thats where we met jeremy.
haha before we went in.
they have a car park management office!
o man, and it made our job easier. haha
got our data, i finished my lunch. whee!
o wait i think we had to get the rates, but this time they (isaac, russell and jeremy) didnt let me cross the road to look at the board with the charging rates
since there wasnt much space
if i stood in front of the board, i'd be in the way of exiting cars...ooo not very nice
but there was space behind, so i could poke my head from behind and look at the board
o well. so we just looked across from where we were.
used the underpass to walk to wisma after being at ngee ann
which means...that we had to cross the famous amos shop
and jeremy was like o dear, everytime i walk past that shop, i feel like buying cookies
which led isaac to say famous amos is like one of the best smells in the world
haha and either him or russell said should like store in bottles and sell
haha and when we walked past it...
could see jeremy was tempted...
im not sure about russell or isaac
but i was just enjoying the smell..and of course being tempted too!
haha but no cash, no money, so no cookies ):
went information counter, dont have the info we need
redirected us to a car park booth
ok we walk, went to the loading bay,
had to jump down some like what? 80cm thing?
and then walk and lo and behold!
a car park booth!
which was a small place in between the 2 lanes
1 for cars entering the car park, another for cars exiting the car park
and so isaac and i went there,
and isaac opened the door, haha to talk to the lady inside
haha and she managed to give us some info
but no rates,
so, i volunteered to run up the ramp, stand on the divider between the 2 lanes
and start to record down the rates, which was on this board halfway up the ramp
haha and isaac took a video of it, my gosh.
then ran back down.
went wheelock since russell was being picked up there, and isaac too.
and decided not to do the car park there.
then go home! haha
collecting data was never so fun.
i wish for more sun in the sky above.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:36 PM
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
After all this why
Would you ever want to leave
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
Blind - Lifehouse
whimsical nonsense @ 11:48 PM
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this is indeed getting very tiring
every time something ends,
there will be a replacement.
my gosh replacement
o how it reminds me of the thing thats
troubling me.
rawr!
im insane.
no maybe not.
there is far too much
to do
much more then i can ever
take in.
up the wall it drives me
ok no not that dramatic
but it instills an urge in me to run
towards a wall and crash.
CRASH SMASH BANG.
o how i wish i knew who you were
that i might be able to let it all out
to you
knowing full well it'd be ok.
but wait, searching through my not so vast knowledge
and i find something that fits.
and i know its you, for there can be no other.
i know, that you know,
i wish for something more, hm, tangible?
im asking for something that shouldnt be.
im sorry.
please forgive me.
its incredibly difficult, i realised that.
but i'll try,
i'll really try.
you have to help me,
please.
i have no other way,
no other
better
way.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:32 PM
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Saturday, July 21, 2007
ok its been a lot a lot of days since i last blogged.
Battle of the Bands 2 is over!
YES! Thanks to God for making it a smooth event! (:
guess what?
now there is festival of arts for mark and i to handle.
one major event gone, 6 relatively major ones.
thank goodness student council is taking 3 while prefectorial board takes 3.
ooo
27th evening duty
28th evening duty
4th august evening duty
6th august duty
7th august duty
8th august duty
and i think after that we'll step down.
whoo!
what a way to end the term.
its really fast now, too fast. haha
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:34 PM
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
all i can say now,
with bob rehearsals being tmr
and bob itself on friday,
the stress is getting to me.
man.
thank you so much! <3
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:47 PM
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
a big week!!
O level chinese listening tomorrow.
Battle of the Bands rehearsal on thursday
Battle of the Bands on friday.
chinese assignment due on friday.
i need to start soon on my lang arts B assignment due week 6.
i need to follow up on the work ive done thus far for ihs assignment due week 6.
i need to prepare worship for saturday for the mcyc visit.
o man o man.
and somehow im in front of this com
sitting quite calmly...
thats not right.
i have issues,
maybe its with you, i just
do not understand what
exactly is going on.
enlighten me? please? (:
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 9:45 PM
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Friday, July 13, 2007
omg i havent blogged in ages.
im dead.
soo many things going on
and somehow im just not doing it.
ok gg.
i need to go on a hiatus.
no more internet.
focus on everything else!!
please dont drain...
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:38 PM
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
what are the most important things on my mind now?
bob
studies.
why bob?
maybe because its some major event and it is next friday?
maybe because there are sooo many things to be done for it?
why studies?
because of bob, im scared my studies will die like nobody's business.
so im scared.
as such, these 2 are the most important things on my mind. HAHA what a rubbish thing to post.
christmas.
i miss christmas. especially the 05 one.
darn i shouldnt have said that. go figure.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:11 PM
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Monday, July 09, 2007
i have nothing to say.
because my brain is too tired.
actually no not really, im just physically tired.
school has started. RAWR RAWR
i need better time management.
i need you. <3
HAHA and i have no idea who that is directed to!
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:11 PM
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
i watched transformers yesterday.
with jiayi, joel, weimin and weizhen.
my gosh i must say that was one good movie!
haha i feel like watching it again. just not on a weekend. haha
and megan fox is hot stuff.
ip symposium is over. no more.
gone are the days where i go to school
with the knowledge that i wouldnt have lessons.
gone are the nights where i dare to sleep a bit later
and gone too are the school hours spent in a relaxed atmosphere.
its all back to the stressful nature of things, knowing full well
that i have bob things to worry about. because it is only 12 days away.
that i have assignments to worry about. because thats what this term is all about.
that i have normal prefect things to think about. because this kind of stuff will always be there.
that i have other things that occasionally enter my mind, increasing the worry and anxiety.
its so sad. o well, at least megan fox is hot.
is it suffice to say i miss you?
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:49 PM
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Dear All,
ok i seriously almost typed that out, and then i realised i was blogging.
so i decided, ah nvm, just type it out. and therefore, im starting this post with
Dear All,
and the reason, because i sent 3 emails to prefects group last night,
and am typing one out now,
and it always starts with Dear All,
at least for me.
its becoming a reflex kind of thing. man.
well i like to think that ive never gotten a fever since sec1 or sec2
i think even before that, but i dare not say because im not too sure
but im about 85% sure that i didnt get a fever since sec2
second half of sec2 at least.
maybe because each time i start to fall sick..
get a sore throat..or a runny nose (those seem to be my tell tale signs)
then i'll go sleep early, like sometimes a full hour earlier then my normal bedtime
and then usually i'll be ok after that.
well doesnt seem to work anymore. haha
and so according to my younger sis, who felt my forehead.
yes i do have a mild fever.
according to the weird warmish feeling i had in my mouth 2 hours ago,
yes i do have a mild fever.
according to the thermometer which i put inside my mouth twice slightly more than 2 hours ago
no i dont have a mild fever. unless 36.4 is counted.
and i got that on both times.
theres no way i can allow myself to fall sick!
2 weeks. after that maybe can.
although actually not cuz i'll spend the after 2 weeks period to catch up
yeah 2 weeks are crucial. no way can i miss it.
or allow interruptions. rawr!
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 12:01 AM
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Friday, July 06, 2007
haha i like this song. and it has no relation to how i feel by the way.
Lisa: Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse
Lisa: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
With you.
Damien: Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse
Damien: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun (Lisa: it's not alright) away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how (Lisa: it's not alright) am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?
Damien: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how (Lisa: its not alright) am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?
(Slight Overlap..)
Damien: Is that alright yeah? with you?
Lisa: Give my gun away when it's loaded
Damien: Is that alright yeah?
Lisa: If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Damien: Is that alright yeah?
Lisa: Give my gun away when it's loaded
Damien: Is that alright, is that alright?
D & L: Is that alright with you?
Damien: No..
9 crimes - damien rice
whimsical nonsense @ 10:37 PM
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
ok there are just so many things going on right now...
ive managed to play 7 hand poker with my 7 hand poker buddy again, YAY!!
after soo many months, (her msn had problems) haha
ive managed to get some new songs, and er, i wont say if its nice or not. haha
trying to get used to it.
ive done a few interesting things, but it could potentially make me sad.
ive edited the duty lists, which i feel proud of. haha
i dunno what is going on.
whaaa?!
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 11:00 PM
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ip symposium is ending.
and i mourn the end, because its back to lessons.
its not say the most fun thing around, but o well.
i want to grow taller,
i want to have more muscles,
i want to have less fats
i want ...
the list goes on and on.
i stopped blogging because i went to do work. i stopped at around say 1050?
now its like 1230. my gosh.
rushing bob duty list is insane.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 12:30 AM
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Monday, July 02, 2007
and so sec3 training camp is over.
it was such a funny camp, seriously.
it was from friday to monday,
but yet on friday, saturday, sunday and monday ive spent some time at home.
maybe because
camp started at friday 7pm. for council 6pm.
but i went home after school to pack and rest a while, then go back to school.
so yeah i was at home on friday.
camp ended on saturday 6+ i think
im not sure, peter and i left at 6 for passione at singapore conference hall
its the mgs handbell concert, and i went because my younger sis was performing.
in case you get weird funny ideas.
sunday morning at home then left for church, which starts at 11am
left halfway through the service because i had to reach school at 1330
which i did, and found out so many other ppl late...wah lao
and then camp went on from then onwards till monday 5pm i think
but for me ended more like say closer to 6.
yeah.
good camp, the workshops for the sec3s i think would benefit them..
watched coach carter, it was part of the thing. and its a good show too. haha
very inspiring.
played baseball with a tennis ball as well, the ball.
a stick (those kind on dustpans) as the bat and slippers as bases
but on sunday we switched to using a cricket bat as the bat,
but since its eaiser to hit we switched to overhead swinging being allowed
haha its actually quite fun!
combat skirmish is really fun. haha go find out what it is.
seriously its really really fun, i think. haha HAHA
but everyone is really tired and all at the end of it all.
half dead and what not.
i had a stupid stupid blocked nose throughout the camp
and so occasionally i had to go to the toilet to clear it
ad you wouldnt want to know the amount of mucus that comes out
yucks.
and its difficult to sleep in the boardroom when the air inside is so dry
my throat was quite uncomfortable...
at least for last night.
im tired.
and school starts tomorrow.
good thing its only IP symposium, so no lessons.
but OMG its
CHINESE O LEVELS ORAL TOMORROW!
gone.
sc
whimsical nonsense @ 10:23 PM
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Samuel Chan
7 January 1991
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