Sunday, July 30, 2006
if i had a gun pointed towards my head
what would i do?
scream and run around like a headless chicken.
AH!
headless chicken headless chicken
o you and charles o dickens
up to not much good as always
for the past 456 days
you know i think headless chicken is like such a cool phrase
a chicken...without a head...
with half the neck left...
cuz well most ppl cut off the head and a bit of the neck no?
flapping it's wings...running around aimlessly
quite hilarious
how amusing
it shall be my new favourite phrase!
bye bye to the phrase
gay faggots
its headless chicken!
whee!
whimsical nonsense @ 9:54 PM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts, they race from self-control
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer
The words are hushed, let's not get busted
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"Hey, did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close
They can't hear, so we can get some
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer
Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it and I let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew that you meant it
That you meant it, that you meant it
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it
Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional
whimsical nonsense @ 9:55 PM
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Monday, July 24, 2006
DOWNHILL WE GO!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
*crash*
tears flow endlessly
mixing in the river of blood
whimsical nonsense @ 10:26 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
everything has been feeling so empty
like there's no meaning?
hwa chongs...
i mean like i went in...
and its not that i don't want to win...
but its more like i want to win...but i don't feel the desire at all
ok that's just plain weird.
rephrase.
i want to win, yeah, but its more of if we win, cool, if we don't, ok.
o yeah...i know
the word is
indifferent
it didnt seem much point in doing anything...
i felt quite redundant there...
stupid
being in the same institution once again...
same competition
held
in the same lt
the same room
going by the same route
past the seemingly unchanged library
all the memories of last year
this year.
although the
lt
room
route
library
building
all remained the same
everything else was so diffierent
the circumstances
in terms of well
i cant say
not on a blog
its quite painful to go through all that
on hindsight
yet for once im quite happy to be indifferent
we'll see how things go from here
whimsical nonsense @ 9:53 PM
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an interesting convo i got from govind..
An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem
science has with God, the Almighty. He asks one of his new students
to stand and.....
PROF: So you believe in God?
STUDENT : Absolutely, sir.
PROF: Is God good?
STUDENT : Sure.
PROF: Is God all-powerful?
STUDENT : Yes.
PROF: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal
him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God
didn't. How is this God good then? Hmm?
(Student is silent.)
PROF: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is
God
good?
STUDENT : Yes.
PROF : Is Satan good?
STUDENT : No.
PROF : Where does Satan come from?
STUDENT : From...God...
PROF : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in
this world?
STUDENT : Yes.
PROF : Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything.
Correct?
STUDENT : Yes.
PROF : So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)
PROF : Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these
terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
STUDENT : Yes, sir.
PROF: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)
PROF: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe
the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
STUDENT : No, sir.
PROF: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
STUDENT : No, sir.
PROF: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
STUDENT : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
PROF:
Yet you still believe in Him?
STUDENT : Yes.
PROF: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol,
science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
STUDENT : Nothing. I only have my faith.
PROF: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
STUDENT : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
PROF: Yes.
STUDENT : And is there such a thing as cold?
PROF: Yes.
STUDENT : No sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)
STUDENT : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat,
mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have
anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no
heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing
as cold. Cold is only a word we use to
describe the absence of heat.
We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of
heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)
STUDENT : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as
darkness?
PROF : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
STUDENT : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of
something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light,
flashing light....But if you have no light constantly, you have
nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness
isn't. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't
you?
PROF: So what is the point you are making, young man?
STUDENT : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
PROF: Flawed? Can you explain how?
STUDENT : Sir, you
are working on the premise of duality. You argue
there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You
are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can
measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses
electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully
understood either one.To view death as the opposite of life is to be
ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor.Do you teach your students that they evolved
from a monkey?
PROF: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes,
of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize
where the argument is going.)
STUDENT : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at
work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor,
are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a
preacher? (The class is in uproar.)
STUDENT : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the
Professor's brain?
(The class breaks out into laughter.)
STUDENT : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's
brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable,
demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain,sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face
unfathomable.)
PROF: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
STUDENT : That is it sir... The link between man & god is FAITH. That
is all that keeps things moving & alive.
whimsical nonsense @ 6:16 PM
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
yay got my com back
from repair.
yeah so ive been missing in action for
friday...saturday (the day it died)...sunday..monday..tuesday...wednesday (the day it revived)
dunno..thats long
and im tired. bleh.
whimsical nonsense @ 11:19 PM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
its quite late to say this..
but
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSELL!!!! =)
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yay went for cheering today!
at the swimming place in toa payoh
then like wah rgs bring how many ppl down la
then rjc had some ppl to help them in cheering
not that they really needed considering their manpower
and we only had some cheering com members...
and student act comm
not the whole student act though...zhang and henry didnt go down...cuz hcl
tim lui had competition and danny too but he got replacement so not so bad
then dunno what happened to vieshaalan
but ok la..can cheer at least
o and patrick the sec4 guy! my mentor last year
so we cheered and cheered
acsi did ok i guess...dont really know
saw the really buff male swimmers
like whoa! they must work out like mad every day
but then some of the really buff ones like not very fast...
hm...
maybe looking toned and defined doesnt necessarily mean very fast..
and then well...the girls
lalala
not saying anything...
=P
then we went to eat lunch...
where we split up
eka and i wanted to eat at long johns but the rest didnt want to...
so they walked away
then both of us managed to get marcus and jia long to follow us
so we ate long johns...
went on a chase to look for kimberley...
with eka...
he said go macs cuz his fren is there..
went there and they just left..then he said go hdb hub..
go there not there...then later he call her
passed the phone to me.and she gave some complicated directions to some bus stop
and after walking around quite lost
with jia long helping us..like saying old chang kee is there...
we finally found her! =)
haha
then went back...
followed eka to mrt station..then walk back
and we were early!
peiyi and andrew there already...slack
and become super super sian la when waiting
then cheer some more
and acjc brought so many ppl down!
not that it mattered much cuz they so didnt cheer at all
humph
not proud to be an acsian here
and acsi and acjc didnt ok
rjc was like owning everything
no surprise cuz all the sports ppl regardless of results always go there
whatever
then mgs so sad la
in the medley relay in both B and C div like almost get 3rd..very close
only to lose out to st nicks
ah well.
tmr still have
come on ac!
then went home..all tired and sticky
and i took pictures!
of stuff...
including a spastic looking jia long..haha he look very funny la
o well too bad cant make it for tmr's cheering
got to do interhouse soccer ):
not that i can cheer much considering my voice now
back to sch
and lessons..noooo
i love cheering!!! =)
whimsical nonsense @ 11:19 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
yay!
didnt sleep before the world cup finals...
which might have been a mistake
like after i went off..i realised i havent showered
so off i went..shower..and then realised only 40 more mins..
heck who needs sleep?
then slack in my room till the match started
start.
and like very early whee penalty!
i love zidane's penalty kick...looks like a chip or whatever
but it was beautiful...though almost missed...
then the equaliser was even better
the corner kick by pirlo was really really good
and italy almost scored 2 more times almost doing exactly the same thing!
like one was against the crossbar..the other went off the foot of a defender
like france never learn like that
then...an average match...
2nd half
france fought back...more dominant
couldnt use the best of the chances...
then xtra time
dun rmb much cuz was groggy at that time...
like between extra time and after full time always got a break
so decide to catch a short nap...or rest
then after that like half asleep half awake
so yeah...dun rmb anything...
except...
wait wait..before i go into that
im proud to say...and i regret it too..
that i slept!!!
during the match..like really dun register anything cuz my eyes were closed.
i think 5 mins...during extra time..
then wake up
my younger sister like...eh. zidane got sent off
im like what? then quite awake suddenly
like duh!
then remember seeing the replay...
zidane headbutt!
like wah lao!
and then realised that wiltord and trezeguet were on the field
henry's off...
and after zidane trudged down towards the tunnel
realised barthez was made captain
and tada!
france became almost a laughing stock to me
and then penalties!
cant believe...
buffon seems so lousy at penalties la
at least trezeguet seemed worse
lalala cant complain
love andrea pirlo's hair...so long and sexy! :p
and he's also a pro player..
whee!
then slept at say...5.15?
but woke up at 11...so about 6 hours..no diff la
then go sch lor.
and sch everyone talk bout world cup..
and those ppl that never watch everyone like asking why
and say once in 4 years thing...
wah heng i never go sleep first...confirm wont wake up one
then during chinese lesson lao shi like ask us to talk bout the world cup
then isaac...who decided to sit next to me
whee! hes like so fun to sit next to...all the rubbish come out
then he was like talkig about zidane...which is like ji4 dan4 or something like that
and head butting the player...mettarazzi or however you spell his weird name
and like zidane tou pi ku na ge ren
or whatever...
like i think the
tou pi ku
part is like really funny la..for head butting
and after that everyone used that phrase...how amusing
haix world cup is over
nothing to look forward to now
back to homework after ip symposium too
sad.
tmr is russells birthday!
thursday is bryan ong's birthday!
friday is shaun ong's birthday!
its birthday week!!!!
happy birthday to all in advance! =)
hi weird.
its a pleasure meeting you
o the pleasure is all mine i assure you mr random
heys is that russell?
where mr random? where do you see that great man, with such high brain capacity and all?
you see that sun?
dang cant continue...gtg
love weird and mr random.
they're such cool dudes.
whimsical nonsense @ 11:29 PM
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OMG!
its the world cup finals!
*hyperventilates*
ok no la...
if germany was in maybe...boo!
nvm
ITALY vs FRANCE
Azzuri vs Les Bleus
whee should be nice...i hope
if its some stupid boring match...boo!!!!
i dunno why ppl keep on asking me are you going to watch?
i mean no offence but its quite obvious
its once in 4 years...
and since sch starts at 1pm tmr...
what reason is there to not watch?
hm...cant think of one at the moment
unless im paid a million bucks in cash and then another 25 million paid in installments of pocket money/allowance of 100bux per day? lol
har har i wish man
o and i watched this korean movie thing...
some vcd i borrowed from joel today...
the title is...*drum roll*...
the art of seduction
!!!!!
haha
its not some x-rated show
and i dun think it makes me a pervert
which somehow celine always think so...
humph!
anyways...
its quite cool...
like the seducer vs the seductress...or whatever la
the guy and girl...this 2 ppl very pro in seducing other ppl...
very easily get dates or ppl of the other gender like going mad over them...
then whey they try to er...use their art on each other
they're like quite surprised that not working...
and then in the end they sort of fall in love...
though at the end of the show didnt really say whether they were dating or married or what
just er...good friends.
its quite funny...not sick
haix
ip symposium is over!
which i enjoyed a lot
now its back to sch
on a random note...i love my nano
i love the fact that i can play songs when i feel like it
unless i didnt bring my nano along...
nvm
heres hoping that football will win in the World Cup
so lame. so cliche.
fine.
i hope italy wins.
poor zidane.
whimsical nonsense @ 12:25 AM
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
my life is boring!
.
whimsical nonsense @ 10:50 PM
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
whee!
acsimun is actually not that bad...
though its like draining!
every little drop of brain juice i had...gone!!!
ok first i stayed up till 2.10am
which is late by my standards doing the resolution thingy...
and i mean finished at 2.10...so eventually slept at close to 3
then woke up 5.50...lalala
but surprisingly i wasnt tired at all!
even at 2+ that night..i wasnt tired...whee!
either i was high on something...
or the 3 hour nap i took from 3-6pm did wonders...
lol
then go sch...have 2nd day of acsimun...
resolution stuff
did a lot of not so good things...
and lalala
and tada!
none of my resolutions were selected...
!!!!!
ok not that i was surprised...just a tad disappointed
i mean like what?
USA is meant to have a lot of allies in the issue of
IRAN AND WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION
???
somehow i dont think so...dont even know how i got enough signatories/co-submitters to be able to submit a resolution...
then...slack
and johannes and cheam was like talking about all the funny moments
and for like at least half an hour 45 mins...we were laughing like mad
i know my throat hurt a bit after that...needed water
then debate training...
shant comment.
day 3 of acsimun:
the debate starts today...
so we started with the resolution submitted by UK, France and China
which was not bad...
but being USA i had to like push for military intervention
and it was BAD
everyone else in the security council was like so against military intervention
as in yeah true...i mean in the resolution military intervention was like last resort
but USA was pushing for military intervention first...
aiyah rubbish
bulls***
aiyah but in the end the resolution still got passed...so yay!
and then came the next resolution for the next topic of disarmament
wah so long man!
all the preamble clauses thingy...the operational clauses...
its like seriously long la
then everyone so sian
so we just slack around after that...how cool
well tmr going to be crisis..and more debating.haix
hope it'll go on well...
germany lost. wah lao!
so sad la.
BOO!
stupid italians...
whimsical nonsense @ 10:01 PM
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
BLEH
NOT FEELING GOOD
EVERYONE IS JUST SO GOOD IN SOMETHING
so small among the GIANTS!
ooo my mind is a blank.
*blank*
whimsical nonsense @ 9:55 PM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
im unusually happy!!!!
saw the sky at pastor shani's place yesterday
like around 6.15pm
evening
with the wind blowing
it was on the 20th level
my my
spectacular
magnificent!
it was really a moment to behold
the great expanse
the formations of the clouds so high up above
its not just a mere picture in my head
one with strong emotions in it
with a deep impact and where other senses come into play
wow
lalala
its youth day! (:
whimsical nonsense @ 11:37 PM
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Samuel Chan
7 January 1991
affliations
shuqun primary school
Henry Park Primary School
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
acdb8 / bb12thcoy / acspb / ac cross country
