along the cobbled sidewalks of life

Friday, May 27, 2005

going to ltc...if ur reading this on saturday...
or sunday
or monday
or tuesday

hey!...im at ltc camp..
well...u can tag...i wouldnt mind..
not at all! =p

God Bless Everyone!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:21 PM

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

ok..the not so gd part first..then the really fun bit!

got back report book...here is a brief summary
4 a1s...1 a2s...1 b3...the b3 is for art...but its not the full marks...they didnt combine
so shud b higher...and i got a low percentage...*sob sob*
74%...some say its high...but im quite sure im capable of better...juz need to stretch myself!
not literally
the potential in me i think

anyways..forget bout that...the fun bit!

champions league finals...liverpool vs ac milan
the result is obvious...no use blogging bout it
juz in case for some ppl...liverpool won!...
shame on u if u didnt already noe!
won on penalties...3-2
came back from a 3-0 half time deficit
by scoring 3 goals in 6 mins!
that was the best part of the match kaes!

so anyways...the night before....i slept at hm...
around 12.15am...or slightly earlier then
woke up round 2.30am...to watch the match
then went into extra time and penalties...
so went on to 5.40am...
didnt bother to go back to sleep...cuz thats when i wake up!
i caught almost everything that mattered...
the 6 goals...the saves...the penalties
but...i missed something...really important
i missed...steven gerrard..lifting up the trophy!
o my gdness!
i cant believe it!...i missed it!
stupid me...i was waiting for that part
then when i go off the aircon in my sisters room...
they had to give it then...
haix...stupid me!...
but still...liverpool at won...if the whole house wasnt still asleep...
i think i would b jumping around...
but no..had to control myself...if not get caught...then how?
dunno how...but juz dun get caught can already
even though i slept for only 2hours and 15 mins...
i was hyper kaes!
i was as awake as ever...i think more awake than i am now...
i was jumping around at 6.30am!...when my mom and sisters left the house...
juz super hyper!
then go to sch...taking lloyd's father's car...the effects coming in already
was quite sleepy already..but once start walking...wake up already
then in class...still awake...talk bout the match!
then blah blah blah...the rest of sch day happens...
then go for om internal round...
couldnt hear a thing!...so obviously cannot concentrate...
then so boring!..thats when the lack of sleep really really came in
i was like fighting quite hard to stay awake!...trying to concentrate on om
slept a bit...like 10 or 20 secs
i made a resolution...not to sleep at all!...to survive the day with 2 hours 15 mins
of sleep till my bedtime..which is midnight
i failed
mrt another few seconds...
watching american idol few minutes...like 2...3?
then came the killer...i went up...lie down on my bed....
knocked out for 30 mins
haix...mayb i shud compensate..sleep at 12.30!
but that is if radio has anything nice...
or mayb i shud juz try to do homework...
since i have sooo much homework for the hols

gotta make a decision soon

in the meantime...
after reading WO tan ming hans letter

im looking forward to ltc!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:33 PM

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

have u ever had to make a decision that could change ur life?
no...not marriage...at least not yet for me! =p
i have one on my hands right now...
between my 2 ccas...in sec 1 and up to now
i was equally committed to both...trying to avoid
that i had to come to a decision sooner or later
now its here...and theres no way i can run or hide
i have to face it...but seriously...i dun have the strength
nor the wisdom
to make a decision
one that i can make with confidence
but i noe...that in order for me to do so
i need the help of the LORD
without him...
i would b nothing
without him...
i dun have trust in my decisions
thats why im asking anyone...who feels like helping me
to pray for me...that i might have
the wisdom to make this decision
because even if it does not happen now
it will happen one day...unless the LORD
decides to be kind and i avoid it totally
however...the LORD did not promise life to be a bed of roses
but i noe the LORD will help me
pls pray that if possible...it will not clash...
at least not now...im not ready to make that decision yet
that i would be able to "escape" this...
but also pray for the wisdom required
for me to make this decision
one that is big...really big to me
that i may make the right decision
the right choice...
that i may know what God wants me to do
i know i cant rush it
but i pray that i may noe the answer soon

lord, i pray that you will help me make the right decision
that whatever decision i make, may it b urs
i pray that u will grant me the wisdom
as i go through this time of tough decision making
lord...i juz pray that u will help me to make a decision
that i will not regret later on
i pray that u will enable me to see ur answer lord
thru the bible, thru others
may u allow me to noe ur plans fo rme in this aspect lord
as soon as possible
in jesus name
amen

whimsical nonsense @ 11:18 PM

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

hey!...im blogging...very long never blog already...
lalala...i changed my password!...so no more sammis...
lolx

i like my new password...nicer than the previous! =)

anyways...went to dunman for a talk by professor william sun...
quite boring...but the second half more interesting...
shall leave out details...if not like those a*star scholars or something like that

haix...not in the mood to blog...

cheerios!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:34 PM

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

from sammi

And here's a note from daddy's lil girl. =)
I love creating chaos in my friend's blogs!
As you can see he has this spanking new layout which I hadda coax him to change.
And edit for him. But that's my choice.
So once he gets his tagboard back up, go tag kayz?
I love you daddy, and don't worry, I didn't do anything bad.
I think. =)
Signing off now, my bed beckons me.

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some friends come and go.. but others leave footprints in the heart. or blog. (".)

lurve ya. sweet dreams all. nitez.

whimsical nonsense @ 11:22 PM

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Friday, May 20, 2005

okies...mayb i shud reply to some tags...

jaz...erm...i dunno y...dun noe if im even dejected and confused...at least for now
prisci...hellos!...y go tag...lolx...juz tell me next time...at home!
chermaine...duh!...how can episode 3 not b nice?...its like really really really cool!...wanna watch again!
sammi...is this BIG enough?...lolx...

ooo...todae got results...not gd...not gd...
eng...21/33...63.6%....highest in class was i think 27/33...a very high percentage of course
chinese...42.5/50....85%....highest in class and level...43.5/50...87%...score was second in level for gep
lit...20/25...80%...highest in class 21/25...84%
geog...35.5/50...71%...highest cant rmb and too lazy to go check...
history...23/30...76.6%...highest is 27/30...90%
math...37/50...74%...highest in class 38.5/50...77%
physical science...38/40...95%...highest in class 39/40...97.5%
life science...35/50...70%...highest is 44 i think...88%
art...66%...highest is 80 something

overall...only 76.6...rounded off to 1 decimal place....

and yesterday watched some show...the caucasian chalk circle
to me a bit draggy...slow-moving...
but overall not bad lah...
wont comment much...

haix...bb parade starts tmr...8.15 to 5.30!...so long!...then also have pfc meeting...
but i guess thats ok...juz longer than usual...

so anyways...term 1..i was first in class..joint first for eng...hist...and top for chinese...
now top for nothing...but anyways..i guess cannot b top for everything right?
so i drop already...from 1st in term 1...to i think 4/5...after russ...juz...owman...and mayb some unknown guy...like jason...and i narrowly beat adwyn!....yay!

cheers!

whimsical nonsense @ 6:55 PM

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

rather eventful day...

slack in the morning...

rush to rjc...watch the finals...
congrats to mg on winning it

rush to plaza singapura...
watch Star Wars Episode 3 Revenge of the Sith

so ultra cool!

its sooooooooo nice

some parts reminded me of some things....but o well...

those things shall remain unknown till they decide to b known

and no one will know when they want to be known...

until then...the unknown shall remain unknown...

till its their time to become known

ok..nvm...sry...was fooling around

then came home...juz eat dinner..at 8...

slack...do homework...which is a geog worksheet...

then here i am...on the com!

-confusion...dejection...do such feelings exist?...was it bout it yesterday?-

whimsical nonsense @ 10:15 PM

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Behind these hazel eyes - Kelly Clarkson

whimsical nonsense @ 9:21 PM

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Monday, May 16, 2005

Am I losing them..or it could be just her
Am I too sensitive...and think too much?
The feeings are mixed, I
really do not know
But what I believe is
that I'm losing them
or it could be just her

Is it just me...or is it both sides
The events, more so the windows
Am I too sensitive...and think too much about it
or is it just one of those two
I know there is me
But is there them?
Is there her?

Who is the them?
Who is the her?
I know the latter...not sure the formal
I just hope I don't lose them
But is all these thoughts just in me?
Am I actually losing them?
or it could be just her...

Questions, so many of them
The answers unknown
Can someoe tell me?
I really want to know

whimsical nonsense @ 10:24 PM

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

exams over!

ok anyways...during exams...wednesday night i think
i had a weird dream

wont say what its about

those hu noe...shuddup...i dun wan others to noe

anyways

there r 2 meanings of never

one is never, as in like u ask someone...something
whether he is doing this
and he say...no...never
he can mean....no...i never do this

but he can also mean...no..never...i'll never do this

i wish its the second

but i guess i'll never noe...

tmr dep interview...gd luck to all!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:42 PM

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

replies to...
lis....yay!..u tagged...wait..i asked u to...and no!...i dun remember wat u told me...im senile!
sam cheam...hellos!...im not lovesick!...im really sure now...
boyd...hi boyd!
jaz...heys!...thanx for tagging!...yeah...its a nice entry!
prisci...hey sis...wadever...lolx...thanx...its write!...im quite sure it is...go listen next time...

okies...

haix...studying...studying...wait no...
yesterday didnt study
went to nygh for this stupid gep public speaking thing
its not really public speaking..but i guess they juz wan
us to learn how to speak
in front of a large crowd
wanted to ask soooo many quetions
but in the end only went to ask one
towards the end...asked this team from rgs
i clearly saw in their presentation...
target audience specifically for teens
then like their whole proposed solution
to get more teens to go to the heritagefest '05
made to appeal to teens so much...
such that it neglects the rest of the population
u think advertising on perfect 10 and yes 933 would
attract the old?...the other generation?
so i asked them...dun u think that ur advertising campaign...
ur solution..is too much directed at teens
such that u r not able to draw that many adults..
u wan a higher turnout...overall and for teens
yet u target teens...who do not form the majority of spores population
isnt it like "failing" in a sense?
*didnt exactly ask like that...but along the lines of it*

they were like...standing there...think think think...then answer
but it seemed to me that they didnt think of that
anyways...they gave some answer like
the earrings thing..and some other product they wish to use to advertise
will appeal to a larger range of audience...so wont neglect...

o my gdness!...so not answering the question...
but well...due to time constraints...and trying to b polite
i juz said, " erm....ok...thank you"
but i left...an unsatisfied guy...bit pissed
how on earth can such a BIG prob not b seen?
even gid and crawshaw noticed it and wanted to question them on that too!

haix!

so much left to study...

whimsical nonsense @ 3:50 PM

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

so u stole my heart
and write me a ransom letter

after reading it, i was wondering...

how could this happen to me?
i've made my mistakes
i've got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?

i thought that feeling would leave me...but next day i thought...

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

i wish i hadn't seen all of the realness
and all the real people are really not real at all
the more i learn, the more i learn
the more i cry, the more i cry

then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try

whimsical nonsense @ 10:50 PM

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

well...havent post for so long...3 days!

ok...to me its quite long...

mid-years...mayb i should impose self ban

like starting from next monday night till thursday night no com...

no going online

no chatting...no updating...

yeah...mayb i should do that...muz keep to it!

ah well...mugging first...

simply have to make that crucial decision sooner or later

whimsical nonsense @ 10:17 PM

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