along the cobbled sidewalks of life

Saturday, April 30, 2005

upon hearing the adjudicators gave it to the proposition

i couldnt help it but stand up...and cheer!

acsi has finally done it...my sec 3 seniors!...against all odds made it

to the finals...to win the whole competition

to team 2
sam cheam, paul chu, sean tan
what can i say?
u guys have done it...uve won youth14s...now jgs itself
u guys have been the greatest seniors...not to mention the sec 4s
carry on flying the flag of ACSI high!...doing acdb8 proud!

josh hoe, auggie, j lau, kaleni
hey...u guys did great as exco...as seniors
although didnt spend much time with u guys
u'll always b remembered...for leading acsi
for the camp...u've organised..its been great!
such great seniors...i doubt i'll ever see
josh joe...kaleni...auggie...for ur debriefs...
that truly helped me improve
j lau...for all ur nonsensical and weird acts
u've lightened the mood in the room
u've been a weird but wonderful senior

Heres to exco 2004/2005

u guys deserve the jgs probably more than me =)

the winning of jgs...being in the jgs team...being in the y14s team
indeed acsi have granted me many opportunities...many awesome experiences
many wonderful and great seniors!

all glory be to God Almighty
whom without all these would not be possible
Thank you Lord
for granting us the desires of our heart
for blessing us so much
for bring us all the way
u've simply done so much for us
even though we constantly sin against u
u still went on to help us
help acsi do well in jgs...relatively well in y14s
Thank you again Lord

acdb8 all the way!

nice way to end the week...and the day

final napfa results
2.4 km run - 10mins 48 secs...A
standing broad jump - 220cm...B
sit ups - forced to stop at 43...A
shuttle run - 9.5 secs....A
ipu - cheated a little but 41...A
sit and reach - 50cm
total - 29/30

haix...no perfect score...almost impossible now cuz next year do pull-ups..not inclined

got to make a decision sooner or later

whimsical nonsense @ 11:08 PM

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

this is going to b a really long post...

basically...one thing to sum it all up...so close yet so far

firstly....sch...aiyah...nvm bout that...cuz like go to sch everyday...no diff...

y14s...our first obstacle...meeting catholic high in the quarter finals

it was cat high...basically most important threat...tze kai...
well...ill say i think we did great...gd job Lloyd...Crawshaw!
not to mention badbad!...paul!...
thanks to God...for his many blessings he has showered on us

gd thing is...we beat cat high...we go into the semi finals...
and according to the erm...ppl...we broke first...
full of surprise...that we actually won...we actualy broke first
but as we all know...we still lost...haix
mayb becuz the db8 with cat high...was a gd db8...
credit to them for a gd db8...full of engagement
credit to them for a gd fight
gd luck in the rest of ur competitions!

the impromptu round..was really bad...we only got our second speaker point...
like 5 mins before the 1 hour ended...
i would say i did quite well considering my sub was like...really last minute
but then...my rebuttals..the horrors!
everything i said almost same as lloyd...and what crawshaw said is like..
whoa...marked down on strategy...cuz wat crawshaw said should come up earlier
in me!...im the weakest link!
saw the scores on i think rui mins...scoresheet...i noe im not supposed to...but haix
the difference between thei highest and lowest was like...1.5
and reply both got the same score...first prop and second opp same score
first opp and second prop same score...the 3rd speakers were the deciding factor

ok...enough about db8...

now its common test...try to work hard...
must discipline urself sam chan
try to do ur best in common test/mid-years

congrats to MGS
seriously...i hope u win =)
congrats to RI
no offence...but hey..u got a shot at it! *lolx*

SC...hey...relax...both of us die-ded in the semis..ok the "die-ded" word is some word i always use kaes

well...all the best everyone!

db8 and common test/mid-years!

cheers!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:07 PM

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

hellos...to
lisabelle...mayb its too late but yeah...gd luck for y14s tmr...
elisa...im like quite sure i noe its u again...do u use msn?
jaz...hey...thanx..yeah..hope can bring back gd news...lolx

rock climbing ep!...lolx...like a few weeks already...anyways...next week is the test...
and im still stuck at the sixth block of the A path thingy...nooo...so close yet so far

so scared...y14s...haix

if it is the LORD's will...

whimsical nonsense @ 10:19 PM

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

mid-years...actually geps dun have mid-years...juz common test...

i set super high standards in term 1...that i cannot reach again....

db8 is taking up time...

i need to START studying...aiyoh...i'll come from smart guy in term 1 to failure!

nooooooo...cannot let that happen...at least muz beat mattheaus!...is that how u spell his name?

hey erm...elisa....whoever u r...like tell me who u r...

strangers tagging my blog...scary...u could b a stalker!...lolx...

like who wanna stalk me...

exams coming....

gd luck everyone! =)

hey...for those who needs a prayer...tell me!...i can pray for u...

the wonders of prayers

Give everything to God

and he will set things right

whimsical nonsense @ 10:11 PM

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

postie time!

yay!

ok wait...i sound like a small boy

i like my msn nick

Naughty Activities Prohibited, Fear Aids!

cheers!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:37 PM

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Friday, April 22, 2005

still havent finished napfa...might have to stay back one day...or something like that...
well...still have inclined pull-ups and sit-and-reach
here r my results...lolx...i very ego hor?

2.4km run: 10min 48 secs....soooo happy!..."A" mark is <10.51...got A...5 points...whee!

standing broad jump: 220 cm..."A" is 225cm...got B...4 points...seriously wasted...

sit ups: 43 cuz teacher want us to stop at 43...but im like 100% sure i can do more...mayb even 50 lah...haix..."A" is >42...got A...5 points

shuttle run: 9.5 secs!...so happy!..."A" is <10.2secs...got A...5 points...full of relief

i noe its like all very lousy to ppl like russell...trevor...peter chan..isaac..rene...jun yi..the list goes on lah...so many ppl fitter than me

but its my standard...aiming juz to beat last years 25 points...currently i have 19/20

work hard!

whimsical nonsense @ 5:48 PM

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

ok...today was fine...normal...

tmr have physical science test...

shuttle run...inclined pull ups...and sit and reach...haix...
currently i have 14 out of 15 points...one B already

the weekend...preperation for y14s

may the LORD help us

whimsical nonsense @ 10:46 PM

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whimsical nonsense @ 10:46 PM

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

first day of youth 14s...first competition ever

acsi won both prelim rounds...ranked 4th...against cat high for quarters
its gd we start our first competition with wins...muz work harder!
great teammates!....david crawshaw...badbad...lloyd...brother!...or paul chuan
broke into quarter finals...thats gd
but as my msn nick says: "haix...y14s...if i was a gal...i would cry...no offence to gals"

im horribly disgusted with my performance...it went totally wrong...
either im not performing anywhere near my potential OR
ive juz been brought down to earth with a real hard landing

realising that im not as gd as i thought myself to be....haix...overarrogant...
stay humble...

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29:11

everything that happens...in my life...it happens becuz of a reason...
my future is in God's hands...and i know from Jeremiah 29:11
that the plans the LORD has for me...is one that is the best
for me...

next up is cat high

What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?

Romans 8:31

Indeed...if we have God on our side...the db8 belongs to him...the outcome in his hands
wadever the outcome...it is the LORD's will for us...

Trust in the LORD

whimsical nonsense @ 11:05 PM

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Monday, April 18, 2005

bad day...bad bad bad day!

got a C for math assignment...didnt do well for history assignment...db8 is taking up quite some time..need better time management!

its not gonna drop from the sky...so might as well stop complaining sam!

okies...sunday...spent like 1hour 40 mins to do history assignment...number 4...not the one i didnt do well for
took so long...cuz well...firstly...its not that easy kaes!....and i was like distracted
talked to lis...trevor sometimes...jaz...yk...iantoh!....and like some other ppl too...so well..distracted

a surprise math test coming up...haix...i think i got into the bad books of the math teacher...muz get into the good books!...physical science test on friday...haix

one history assignment over...then realise got geog assignment due on wednesday...argh!

is this a life that seems bad?
or am i just overeacting?
m i dealing with this properly?
certainly hope so

common test coming soon
small tests springing up
from the shaky ground i stand
on which is my foundation

the foundation which i have
is simply not gd enough for me
to do what i have to do
well enough for me and others

the ground below me shakes
while my feet quiver along with it
it seems my world is just going
to crash down with me following

argh!

whimsical nonsense @ 9:52 PM

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

the joy!

ac team 2 got into the finals!...

the odds were against us....we went against the odds

next is ri...

im sry for mg team 1...for mg

hope u guys get third...=)

whimsical nonsense @ 3:44 PM

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

bz the past few days..but still?

rugby finals...b div...

main reason i was there was to support the team
support them by cheering
cheering with all my strength...all of it
cheering till my voice goes hoarse
i dun care bout my voice at this moment
cheering during the match...nothing mattered
nothing but the support i could offer
what little support...but its best the i can do

i love going down to cheer for ACS

btw...we lost

whimsical nonsense @ 9:43 PM

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Monday, April 11, 2005

hm?

whimsical nonsense @ 10:08 PM

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

nothing much to say...

y14s round the corner

jgs semis round the corner

common tests round the next corner

have a feeling im way behind in homework

napfa before i meet the corner

a few test before napfa?

haix...im going downhill

spiritually

as a student...work is dropping

in my ccas...db8 and bb

db8?...need to work harder to improve

bb...im not a gd pfc...gotta improve

overall student...failing terribly...

christian...i need to get back on track

me overall...well...look above

the answer is im way below what im suppose to be

i noe i can be what im suppose to be...

m i doing what i need to be who im supposed to be?

doubt so

im falling so deep
to an extent i fear i cannot
ever go back up to
who im supposed to be

m i able to stop it?
m i able to go up?
m i able to become
who im supposed to be

do i even noe
who im supposed to be?
someone please tell me
who im suppose to be

whimsical nonsense @ 10:53 PM

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Saturday, April 09, 2005

never would i thought
our seniors would cry
but seeing them give their all
and lose it just like that
its a sight thats filled
with so much heartbreak
i couldnt help it but feel
the dismay and disappointment
not the disappointment of the rest
but the disappointment of team 1

i felt tears welling up in my eyes
on certain parts

May God be with u guys
Josh hoe, Kaleni, Auggie, J Lau
Dun give up and strive on

whimsical nonsense @ 10:51 PM

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Thursday, April 07, 2005

JGS!

ok...its only tmr...but still?

Go ACSI!...fly the flag high

the best is yet to be

commit all to God!

whimsical nonsense @ 9:58 PM

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

whee!...todae found out napfa is next week!...at least the 2.4 run is...and today for pe we ran 2.4...and the teachers will time us...

aim: 10 mins 50 secs...y...becuz 10:51 is the "A" mark for 14 year olds...

i decided to push myself today..like mad...i didnt walk...yay!...i had gd competition in the form of shaun ong and physical perfection eka!...haha...eka beat me this year...already...so i muz beat him...dun care...made sure that i was ahead of him...if he overtake me...can..no prob..cuz he was ahead of me for about 1.3km?...then i overtook him...he was like juz behind me...then later i sprinted...or at least ran like faster...sooo tired kaes...

timing: 11 mins 2 secs

argh!...cant even get below 11 mins...so fraustrating...muz improve a lot...like mad...one more week...watch diet!...getting fat already

words from that oc advertisement thingy

gd things r worth waiting for
but wat if the wait means someone gets closer than u? (or something like that)

im random!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:19 PM

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

ow...man!
haha...juz kidding...owman is this guy in my class...he actually is called ****** ow...shant mention names..but like everyone noes who im referring to already...

the ow by the way is cuz my abdominal muscles hurt...sean and me was like doing crunches in the db8 room...sean wanted to do...so i decided to follow him too...it was sooo bad kaes...i couldnt do a lot...and then at first didnt hurt...
but later at night...i sneezed...and then ow!...i felt a pain in my lower abdominal muscles..then after that it hurt a little...its soo weird...

o man...im a slacker!...i cant believe it...im now a slacker!...
im doing a lot of homework in the morning...
hope i dun become lou ee...the ultimate dun hand up...kin ming a bit too
muz b that gd boy...a bit more like sec 1...hand up work on time...haix...

work harder!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:18 PM

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Monday, April 04, 2005

okies okies...

beu/san: sry for saying things that i shouldnt have said without making sure...checking
i noe assumptions are wrong...and i juz made the multiple wrong assumptions
bout talking to like u personally...if there is time...yeah...i wouldnt mind
if u have been hurt...i apologise

i finished my history assignment!...and currently im the only crawfurd supporting guy...haix
preferable word count..600...mine without title and biblio...951...its like more than 150% of preferable word count!
but im too lazy to go cut down...
today...couldnt play soccer...drizziling a bit...the sky was overcast...my favourite weather!
overcast...not a speck of blue sky..juz grey clouds...the darker the clouds the better...strong wind...at the field
it seemed almost perfect...the nicest weather...with a slight drizzle to add a touch of coolness..
if only it could b like thist most of the days...o my gdness!
a grey...cloudy sky with a nice strong breeze...my FAVOURITE weather!

ok...im overeacting...but still...todays weather before it rained rox kaes...

go overcast weather!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:55 PM

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

o my gdness...ac team 2 was ranked first!...i cant believe it...its rather late...but yeah
To God be the Glory and all praise due his name for his wondrous blessing on ACSI

im sooo ultra weird..i was like saying funny things when talking to saniah...can be made in a sort of poem

i feel like im juz some guy...not one that u noe...but one that keeps on talking to u...
mayb its the words...that doesnt have meaning behind it...juz lines and curves...forming words...but with no emotions...

mayb cuz its msn msg...theres no emotions...

thus it seems like theres this gulf...

that cannot b described but yet its presence undeniable

its like a sort of poem...not a true one...cuz i cant write for nuts...stories...poems...wadever...juz cant write

i wrote 398 words for history assignment...suppose to b around 600...and i have like farquhar and crawfurd and conclusions left...haix...i need to like write less already

anyways...dun worry too much bout it...

make sense?

whimsical nonsense @ 10:40 PM

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