along the cobbled sidewalks of life

Monday, February 28, 2005

y is blogspot like chinese?!...so weird...

still no file...no sch tmr...but need to go indoor stadium...so troublesome...and today no lessons...juz see ppl get award...so slack..and the cpa is more comfortable than the audi...audi is like soo lousy...chairs not as comfy..doubt aircon as gd...haha...or mayb cuz its a case of sour grapes...dun get to go audi...then go cpa...but i believe cpa is better...though sometimes the camera suddenly goes off...haix...came home early..watched the oscars!...but missed the best supporting actor and actress cuz i slept...haix...but saw the rest...and martin scorsese...is that how u spell his name?...still havent win oscar..haix..go clint eastwood....for million dollar baby...and best film also go to million dollar baby...which i wanna watch...but so far only 2 films are muz watch for me..this year...

spongebob squarepants the movie!...im a spongebob guy...who watches spongebob...say wat u like...spongebob rox
lemony snickett's A Series of Unfortunate Events...heard its book 1-3 combined...love the books...read books 1-10...if 11 is out already...someone tell me...or better still...buy for me!...*which i highly doubt so*...

no time to watch movies...haix...wonder how my bb and db8 seniors did for the Os...

anyway...continue hoping or praying i get my file back...thanx...=)

cheers everyone! =)

whimsical nonsense @ 10:04 PM

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

thanks for all the encouraging tags...u've made me feel better...

life seems better now...not as dark...mayb cuz its less bz...with swim meet over..bought most of the bb stuff...jgs are over...so tired man...but most probably not as tired as others who put so much into the jgs...friday had common test...haix...maths was hard...and lit was bad...but im not that smart...never expected to do well...collected bb week card...then go sam's place...relaxed..before prepared for jgs...then during the db8...against nygh team 2...i failed as a reserve....again..haix...can never b a gd reserve...much less debater...reached home at 10...prepared for swim meet and bb the next day...then slept at 12...woke up at 6.45...felt sooo tired...still went to sch...swim meet was a failure..wont blog bout it...bb was normal...and i ate deer meat fried rice for lunch...5 bux..so ex...but the serving was quite big...but managed to finish it...so full man...and the deer mear was nice...really nice...heh heh...

came back from bb...eat dinner...rest...then go my grandfather's house...when we came back...i juz plonked on my bed and slept...didnt even brush teeth...haix...so tired...

still dunno where my file is...pls return it...whoever has it...
shall try to end on a lighter note...at least i realise that i do have some friends...friends that i can count on..my seniors...and ying ling...thanx for ur 2 tags...=)

seal

whimsical nonsense @ 6:00 PM

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

haix...still no signs of getting back my file...seriously hope someone would return it...pls...its important to me...4 subjects r already dealt a huge blow by losing everything worksheet and notes...and to photocopy from a fren is very inconvenient both to him and me...doubt teachers have extra copies...and some of them are as old as term 1 week 1?...mayb...but at least term 1 week 2...

1 down...3 more days of common test to go...english and p sci down...tmr is math and lit...math need to cram all the notes can borrow from frens for tmr's test...in 1 hour!...cuz i cant study...not without my notes...lit is unseen poem or prose...think its poem...so cannot study..at least i think so...and i'll most probably fail as lit is my weakest subject...along with chinese...then a break...not really a break...have bb on sat...swimming meet...so saturday is like full...evening go visit my grandfather...yay!...sunday...well...it'll most probably b like most sundays...then monday go sch..founders day thingy...one day early...tuesday dunno how...but have to go singapore indoor stadium...for combined founder's day celebration...haix...so troublesome!...then so many ppl...acsi...acs barker...acjc...acs (p)...acs (j)...and acsi international...all cram into indoor stadium...sure messy...stuffy...cramped...and mayb even the little boys might get squashed so bad by bigger boys that they shrink to smaller guys...*evil me...**snigger snigger**...*...hopefully my view on life gets better...but there is nothing to make it better...only thing is the cloudy day...in the morning especially...love overcast days...especially in mornings...early mornings like around 7...sky is still more or less dark...the clouds grey but with that slight hint of dark blue...blending so well...highlight of the day...the darker the skies...the nicer...somehow it gives me that sense of...dunno...cannot describe...juz gd lah

juz wish life gets better...it seems normal in class...in sch...in tuition...when polishing boots...*events stated are for today...and only for today...not necessarily for other thursdays*...but when it comes to blogging..reflections...it just keeps on dawning on me how life actually is so bad...bz...losing my general file is sooo bad...keep on borrowing notes to study...incovenience caused to others...who have to study too...and wonder if im their fren at all...they may say they guess im their fren..but deep down...m i really their frens?...or m i juz another stranger that seemingly sticks to them like a shadow...recently felt like im alone...on this earth...with only Jesus to count on...guess he's enough...but somehow it woud b better if i really had frens...frens whom i noe they will stick with me...some might seem like they would...but there are times...if i dun approach anyone...no one approaches me...my eyes are finally opened to the deceiving world...frens seem to b there for u...but it seems like for me frens are there...for me to talk to...but to them im juz a shadow...stranger...living among them in a small world...all alone..by myself...it juz hurts so much to always thought i have frens but realise im juz nothing to them...nothing to anyone...with the exception of mayb family members and Jesus...is life really making a sport of me?

*near point of shedding tears*

whimsical nonsense @ 10:33 PM

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

haix...not suppose to blog...not suppose to even b online...suppose to b studying for tmrs common test...but how to study when i dun have notes?

juz when i thought life couldnt get worse...i lost my general file...basically..it is a grey file..with my eng stuff...every single one...lit...every single one of them...about 70% of math stuff...if i lose it im sooo dead...my chinese stuff...also every single piece of paper related to chinese...gd thing still have shou ce...lost my physical science notes...my past worksheets...actually..all of it...only thing i have left for studying for common test would b life sci...hist..most of hist stuff with me...i hope...(cant remember properly)...my geog stuff....thats it...gd thing eng is juz write compo...and lit is like how to study?...only math and p sci got prob...hopefully can pull through...this is the worst thing that happened to me...

is life always this bad or was i living in my own world for the past 14 years...hiding in my dreamland...not realising life is like the himalayas...with ups and downs with big difference between the ups and downs....thought its more like a flat plain with bumps here and there...living in that world for the past 14 years...woke up from that dream only after my 14th bday...slightly after that...being bz...seeing the worse side of life for the past few weeks...(is there a better side of life?)...losing my notes before common test start...cca like jgs...and buying bb hiking stuff...and representing class in swimming meet 4 X 50m...is life like that or is it making a sport of me...

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."

James 1:2-4

hopefully i will remember those verses...looks like last years sunday sch didnt go to waste...haix...juz wish i manage to pull through this common test with the lack of notes...

haix =(

whimsical nonsense @ 10:16 PM

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

life feels bad...stress and all
nothing seems to help
even playing football

today i have rock climbing...i climbed...then came down..wah..the harness was pushing against my balls!...which is pain!...not to mention my fingers went numb cuz holding on the wall while kin ming gets ready to lower me down...worse than pull ups i tell u..mayb not that bad lah...o btw...on monday...while playing soccer or football..wadever...lester kicked the soccer ball to my *ahem* area...my first whack there lah...pain man...couldnt even run after the ball...but after a while can already lah...it was a direct but luckily for me impact not that great...so damage done not serious...

o man...so many things to do...common test coming...bb hike...need to go beach road...haix...so dead man..hopefully can sort things out...so many things...juz getting busier...haix...though i dun think its obvious...hopefully sch life will get better...

missing oep..missing early sch days...

haix

whimsical nonsense @ 10:23 PM

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Monday, February 21, 2005

im updating my blog...as u can clearly see weizhen...i updated yesterday and today...still say i dun update...haix...

history is soo hard...i cant seem to get my ideas across clearly..too messy...haix...and common test coming already...with jgs...and bb hike...argh...life is getting busier by the day...week...and months...most probably by the year too...life feels so bad...though each day seems ok...its onlya myopic view...one day by one day...its ok...one week by one week its not!...months...forget it...life...dun even talk bout it man...

y cant ppl leave ppl alone?...love pissing me off right?...juz shut up and mind ur own business...stop being lame and childish at the wrong time...which is exactly what u did!...stop it man...

life seems worse and worse and worse...

haix =(

whimsical nonsense @ 10:11 PM

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

wont blog much...exams coming...mayb wont go online so often...not during the common test days at least...and got history assignment...and physical science assignment which is soo hard...gd thing the ever frenly bb senior, kiwi helped me out!...whee..so lucky to have such a nice senior...=)

i got promoted to pfc on saturday...along with other geps like russ, gid, ellius, shaun ong...think thats it...yay!...but cannot get big headed...haix...more work...but im ok with it...argh...feel like blogging bout being promoted seems soo arrogant...forgive me guys...

need to go beach road buy camping stuff...haix...cant wait for hike..but dun feel like going all the way to beach road...

common tests are coming...gd luck guys

cheers =)

whimsical nonsense @ 10:49 PM

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Friday, February 18, 2005

todays pe so lousy!...as in for me lah...first do push-ups...which was relatively easy...then do situps...which was easy...cuz only do 10...push ups also 10...alternate...then the teacher make everyone...like the 2 sec 2 classes and the sec 4 classes to do pne push up...go down...stay down..and count to 5...that was torture!...i barely managed to do it...then the teacher was like...now follow my counting...what the...he count so slow...i only managed to hold up to 3 instead of 5...even russell...the track guy didnt manage to hold up to 5...badbad too...

then learnt like what contractions...forgot already...about 3 i think...then do squating...so tired...my legs already so tired than make us run 2 km...haix...got 10mins plus...so lousy...2.13 ran 3 km cuz they had no recess after pe...so they started at 8.15 and ran 3 km...no need to push ups...stay there...sit ups..squating exercises...and crawshaw finished that 3 km in less than 15 mins!...crawshaw is mad i tell u...had recess..spent too much...haix...nvm...

after sch i conducted this class meeting...yay!...our class got problem man...cant stop talking..and perry and mattheaus juz cant seem to graps the fact that nobody is perfect..kept on saying class com sometimes make so much noise...then we blame the class...i already said that the class com is guilty...me..everyone else...and they still ask...only 2 of them lah...so stupid...sbk..doubt it man...tmr got bb..haix...

cheers guys =)

whimsical nonsense @ 7:57 PM

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

o man...i dun like history...the teacher is ok...but i dunno...juz dun like it
mayb cuz i didnt do as well in an assignment as i expected
mayb cuz i juz find it hard to do what the teacher wants me to do
haix

dr lee suan yew speaker of the year competition..went in place of tkk...cuz hes bz...and adwyn went in place of ellius cuz ellius was bz...though it was something that wasnt really important...but i think *no offence to ellius* that adwyn is better...went there...sit in library and wait..wait...wait...was in the second last group...gave us a topic...4 mins to prepare and 2 mins to speak...topic so hard
Friendship is a sheltered tree..or something like that...crawshaw got use it or lose it...what?!
so hard..spoke some rubbish like o..frenship is a tree...minimise the damage done on us...the rain is our problems...tree is *duh!* frenship...so like tree block most rain..but still have drops making us wet...but not soaked..so like frenship...help us with our problems...but doesnt take away all problems...and 2 mins quite short...i was cut off!...lolx...hope i get thru...if i fail in the first round...wah...disgrace...especially since im in db8...though im not a gd db8-er

argh...how can i tell if i dun get the opportunity to?

whimsical nonsense @ 10:16 PM

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Monday, February 14, 2005

happy valentines day
to gals, to guys
but im not gay
and thats not a lie

wadever man...today is prefects investiture..and badbad looked so cool in the blazer thing...thats y everyone went whoa when he entered the class....i bet certain females *cough cough* will melt or go weak at their knees...*im jk*...but mayb...

todays debate so screwed...i did so badly...soooo badly...thw forgive third-world debts...so hard to prep!...so long to prep...points still like crap...dunno what badbad talk about...dunno what paul chuan talk about...then go up...wats there to rebut?...not saying they not gd...juz a bit confusing..then later when i go up clarify something...i died...didnt noe what i was talking about...was juz bs-ing my way through...then after clari...go on to contentions...died again...i mean i continued being dead...dunno what i was talking...then subs...ah...not too bad...at least know what im talking about...but still talked a bit of crap...and as j lau said...i got thrown off balance by auggie's poi...nooooo

i was talking talking...then he poi..i accept...then after hearing..i started repeating dunno what rubbish stuff before *in my opinion* i dealt with the poi...a bit at least...but still did bad...at least in j laus point of view i got best speaker...first and last..cuz crawshaw had off day..thats y can...nvm..shall work harder to try to dislodge crawshaw!...lolx

happy vday again!

juz for today

luvs u al l=)

whimsical nonsense @ 10:37 PM

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Saturday, February 12, 2005

anyone can understand what this is?

hm...mayb one should try to decipher what this is...and if u can see the pattern...im quite sure u noe what is the symbol for ......becuz simply i use it so often...

any clue what the above message is?...it is...
"anyone can understand what this is?

hm...mayb one should try to decipher what this is...and if u can see the pattern...im quite sure u noe what is the symbol for ......becuz simply i use it so often..."

sry..that was done simply for fun...having relatives at my house!...dunno y like that...the same ppl i see on thursday for dinner comes to my house for dinner...and my father is the youngest..y go to the youngest house?...isnt it supposed to b like visit the elders..and see each other on thursday already wat...nvm...im ok with anything..as long as it doesnt affect me greatly...

humph...juz got scolded by hjl...even though she like doesnt noe me...and i also dunno her...only name...sch...cca...anyhow scold ppl...shant b bothered by it...

whimsical nonsense @ 5:59 PM

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Friday, February 11, 2005

using com...crawshaw and lloyd at my place too...seeing me type this post...say something guys...

crawshaw:...i dun wanna say anything...*the rest shall not b revealed...not that its obscene or anything..juz doesnt want to say anything*
lloyd:...exploiting my appearance to attract more taggers!...lolx...that sounded **** ***...*not that obscene actually..juz erm...inappropriate*

note...all words between the asterix's are added by me!

lemme say something...juz went to yks album...saw crawshaw in that funny pic...paul with a hairband...and made fun of crawshaw!...sry crawshaw..we ( lloyd and me) noe we r bad!...cant help it! *evil us*

before that we were training...trying to concentrate on reading on globalisation...stupid sc...want globalisation...

lloyd: how come u sc get to decide on both the motions and sides?...y not let us decide motions? =)

globalisation is sooo hard to understand....for me at least...suppose to receive crash course today...but nothing!...no experience...no explanation..no nothing...haix

gd luck on monday guys!...as in for the acsi guys...

cheerios! =)

whimsical nonsense @ 3:15 PM

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

its chinese new year!...first day was fine...except mayb not as chinese-new-year-ish as i would like it to b...but other than that...it was great!

mayb i should reply to tags...hm...

vicky...hey...wonder if u got the correct sam chan or not...lolx...happy chinese new year to u too!
josh...hi josh!...god bless u too and happy chinese new year to u!
teresa...erm...thanx bout ur code thingy...and i watched scary movie 3 at kartiks house...more details go email me lah...too lazy now...
boyd...wadever man lloyd...

happy chinese new year...hope u had a great time!

cheers! =)

whimsical nonsense @ 9:56 PM

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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

haix...i wanna take the music out of my blog...but cannot find the music code...anyway...

Happy Chinese New Year!
*if ur reading this today*...then add the Eve to it kaes?

went back hpps today!...so fun!...bunny and i took taxi...shared fare...had a really nice taxi driver who after 1 min realised overshot the junction...made a u-turn and reset the meter...nice right?...lolx...we reached hpps...saw ms ng...mrs idil...(is that how u spell her name?)...gao lao shi...dai lao shi..miss chiang..mr yip...and then zoe and yikai came...zoe ran too fast for me to compare heights with bryan...haix...but ill take it bryans taller...

then both of us went to play soccer!...played mayb 1 hour...but i had the worst game of my life!....failed in goalkeeping...defended like real bad...missed balls...failed in dribbling..haix...played real bad...a game i rather forget...then later..rest...changed...zx, badbad, nic, bryan...then like say where to go...nic, bryan and badbad wanna lan...zx cannot...cuz have sch u...he changed to ri pe shirt...and i dun lan...so if they go lan...i go home...in the end zx, badbad, nic, bryan, me and kartik went to kartiks place...watch movie...play...eat lunch...watched scary movie 3...so funny!...its like very very funny lah...

happy chinese new year to everyone...again...

cheers! =)

whimsical nonsense @ 10:30 PM

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Monday, February 07, 2005

time to blog!...we handed up geog already...and i went blog surfing when we went com lab...though it was optional as we finished everything...i feel so slack...and thats a bad thing...ive told some this already...but i'll still blog bout it...im going into ultra slack mode...and im scared of that!...cny is a time to rest...but not go into ultra slack mode dun u agree?...i have a conscience...that if i slack...i'll feel bad..like got guilty conscience..and i hate that!...for geog...jojo compiled everything...badbad did the flash...and me?...i slacked..i juz did my own report...and helped cut down badbad's report..since he gotta do flash...thats the slackest job!...and i feel bad that i did so little...i didnt help in compilation...i didnt help in flash...

dunno y but i have this feeling thats at the back of my mind...always coming to haunt me...no lah..not that serious..but it comes and makes me feel scared...this feeling...doesnt exactly make me feel scared...but its juz weird...a bit like im afraid of something...and i guess thats me being in ultra slack mode...slacking off...get it on my conscience...and feel guilty...haix...

next mon...sc y-14 team coming down to spar...do ac proud guys!...and what is globalisation?!...haix...sam cheam also wants us to do globalisation lloyd...looks like friday is when we have to have a crash course on globalistion...

happy chinese new year!

whimsical nonsense @ 10:35 PM

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

now i got at least more time to blog!...yay...lolx...anyway...today is sunday...yesterday have bb...saw sec 1s...o no...i got that guy in my wing!...but poor badbad got that funny guy..jack izzit?...irritating...even chapel talk so loud!...so funny...poor badbad...same wing...i think same squad too...lolx

and to clarify!...im not love sick!...i really m not...

chinese new year is coming!...i should start blogging more...like blog more...cuz my post getting shorter...haix...wat to do?...i lead an ordinary...boring...sad...miserable...depressing life...except for the fact i got new shoes today...yay!...lolx...

hey weizhen...i update kae...juz not as often as last time...thats all...

before going online...i played FIFA 2005...its an original copy kaes..for the doubters...i played 3 league matches...man u...against arsenal...liverpool..then chelsea...arsenal was my third league match...score 2-0...liverpool score 5-0...and chelsea score 4-1...all me winning...*of course*...but that chelsea goal..the first i let in since the league started..dang

cheerios =)...im not love sick

whimsical nonsense @ 10:13 PM

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

cant blog much...need to go soon...anyway...yesterday had 2.4 trial run...and i got a new personal best!...lolx...timing very lousy lah...11min 51 sec...stupid crawshaw...he thrashed me!...next time i'll pace crawshaw...but sure cannot keep up one lah...

target: get 11.30 or below for this year napfa...

and im not really love sick...it was juz a question lah...

cheerios! =)

whimsical nonsense @ 6:44 PM

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

yay!...after like what seemed like weeks though its juz days...i finally get a not so bz internet time...lolx...last week doing geog...iso...wadever man...no more history...geog finish!...juz tonight..but tonight only a bit lah...so easy...and iso...doing tmr at bryan's house...yay!...

wont blog much today..nothing interesting to blog about...but lemme leave u with this question...

m i love sick?...hm....

cheerios! =)

whimsical nonsense @ 10:11 PM

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

hey bryan...i have a lot to blog about...a lot!...but no time...see?

i wanted to blog about our jg wins...my first experience in a db8 competition...wearing the blazer...being at sam cheams place...seeing sam cheam trying to cut down his long speech...which he did eventually...blog about being cohort ic for bb...blog about the week's experience of staying back everyday...a lot of things!...

but im so bz...so many assignments....projects...haix...last week i was trying to do geog...now geog is finishing..just a few finishing touches can already liao...but still have iso...constantly till term 3...haix...and i got mr bongard as a teacher-mentor...i've said it once...i'll say it again...mr bongard is actually a really nice teacher...its just that he is strict...mayb thats gd for my ill self-discipline...haix...never knew i was soo imperfect...as in i knew im imperfect...but not so bad...i need to b more humble...haix...

was working on my history assignment...still have art to do...haix...thats y blog so late...by right didnt plan to blog at all...sec 2 life so bz...hey sec 1s out there...enjoy sec 1 life...its way better...and hey me!...enjoy sec 2 life...at least try to...cuz sec 3 life is worse...haix...life seems to b not so gd...

cheers! =)

whimsical nonsense @ 10:50 PM

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